Why it can be so hard to be body positive/neutral in this world

Ever since I did my first boudoir shoot in April 2018, I stopped hating my body. Oscillating between loving the way It looked to not caring much about how it looked.

Lately, two things have come up — unexpectedly.

1)I don’t watch what I eat or drink and my exercise has been low. Unsurprisingly, I’ve slowly but steadily gained weight. While I haven’t been too concerned with how my body looks, I have become increasingly aware of how my body no longer fits into this role. A few months ago, it was the…